timestrange how time can flexcontracting and expandingat willsometimes it’s candy gobbledwith a fat-faced greeddisappearing witha speed that makes one spinother timesthe daystretches into infinitylike treacleelastic and stickyand the clock stays stuckfor hours at thesame face you perusedmerelybut a minute ago
take everythingleave nothing behindnothing that looks or smellsor tastes like youleave no reminderthat once i held you in regardthat once i gave you haven in my heartyestake everythingi want nothing to remindi do not wish to find a single traceof what a fool i wasi do not want to face the factthat what i got from youwas nothingso yestake everythingleave nothing behind
it’s july 2nd.
if you hadn’t noticed yet, we’re in the second half of the year folks! how time flies when you’re having fun.
talking about not having fun: i think that big ol’ many-tentacled monster called depression has so slowly, so imperceptibly, one little slimy sucker at a time, loosened it’s grip, that i hadn’t even noticed that i’m feeling better. it’s like night succumbing so slowly to day that you don’t even notice the transition. it just suddenly is. so. much. lighter.
and i like it so much better than dwelling in those other dingy places.
in fact i’m feeling so much better, i’m actually looking forward to something. the countdown begins! 10 days till the iphone 3g is released – a little bit longer before we get it here in south africa and i can’t wait!
oh my preciousss, sass wantsssssssssssssss-sessssssssssssssssssss…
(insert psychopathic drool here).